still hurts

sorry guys, I wanna draw, and I mean I wanna draw, but I can't. Each time I try getting into my normal drawing position I aggrevate the bruises on my body. The pain isn't intense but it's distracting and I can't focus on the drawing. I'm getting really tired of saying sorry but my artistry isn't very good as is, so when I'm drawing and I'm saying it's bad then I know I shouldn't try showing it to you guys.